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Name IncR3D
Gender Male
Age 108
Sexual Orientation Straight

Relationship Status no info
Country United Kingdom
City Shiganshina

Joined 4 years ago
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About me:

SHORT VERSION
im not gonna upload anything anymore.
porn fries your dopamine reserves, rewires arousal, distracts you, and makes relationships harder.
merry gooning and i wish you all the best

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LONG VERSION
ive been watching porn since i was 9. im in my early 20s now. and i can tell you for a fact that its severely fked with the way my brain works.

beyond just being addictive and distracting (ive probably spent 2000h+ watching it, 100h+ editing pmvs), it eventually begins to decay your capacity to enjoy sex. there's times where ive slept with girls and my brain cant even fully appreciate the moment because ive been so fked by porn for so long that vanilla stuff is difficult to engage with. and beyond that, some fetishes are just fundamentally not healthy on a financial/emotional/moral level.
ive always "known" of these issues but i didn't notice them within myself until recently.

all i want is intimacy that is unaffected by a dopaminergic addiction. to achieve that, you need to completely stop watching porn and let your brain reset. which is what im gonna do. (and no, finding a partner or multiple partners who are just as broken as you to continue engaging with your addiction does NOT solve the problem)

i think there are probably merits to 'artistic' side of porn, like r34 animators or pmv editors. at least sometimes. i edited stuff because it was gratifying and expressive. but i can also achieve those things WITHOUT intertwining it with an inherently harmful pastime. and id probably encourage other creative people here to do the same

i don't wanna be a dick who implies that yall are inarguably flawed/corrupted/etc for watching porn. im sure some people's brains have the capacity to have a healthy relationship with it, or consume it without it badly affecting them.
but that isn't true for me. i don't think it's true for most people here. ESPECIALLY if you've reached the point where you're regularly on rule34video consuming overstimulating pmv content or animated depictions of niche fetishes (or, in my case, both).

im writing this in the hopes that someone recognises a negative pattern in their behaviour that they haven't noticed before. that's what it was like for me. idk. given the nature of the comments i read, im sure most people on this site will disregard or outright disagree with my opinions here. but maybe one person out there will read this and itll help them make their life better. that's the hope at least.

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anyway yeah ill stop there because otherwise i WILL just ramble on forever given the opportunity. ill leave you with some fire quotes that ive been storing:

"no one is a villain in their own story"

"seeking progress through chaos is like planting a tree in a volcano"

"death’s proximity makes life burn all the brighter"

"peace doesn't start when your enemies die. it starts when you sheath your blades"

"until we can make the unconscious conscious, it will direct our life & you will call it fate"

and lastly,
"art is not for fixing yourself, it is for showing others that you’re broken so that they might feel less alone"

take care of yourselves.
IncR3D