I need this to be me. Except for one thing. I, for one, would throw my entire weight down to plunge as deep onto that cock as I could possibly make it to ensure a total brain-shattering. I want to be unable to live without something huge buried deep in my ass and rubbing my prostate 24/7 and completely mentally-fried so that my only objective in life is to get my next "fix", solidifying my association with heavenly bliss to that of sexually serving the lust of others.