He doesn't even remember what the bet was for...

THIS. I need THIS to be me. To be my life. I need help, though. I have no idea how to make myself cute and passable or how to do a feminine voice. I want to have every single day of my life filled with nothing but taking cock and sapping my intellect (and, by proxy, my anxiety, self-doubt/loathing, and all my other undesirable traits caused by being a smarter-than-average person). I want to be a simple-minded slut who looks cute and sexy, living life without worry outside of when I can fill my empty ass next. This is more than just a fantasy. This is a need and I am so lost as to how to possibly achieve it.