It is very difficult being so insanely jealous of an animated character. I am not a small, cute femboy. I will NEVER be a vulnerable little thing to be fucked by a sensitive, yet domineering, figure that will make me experience the euphoria of prostate orgasms and have me wanting more. It's frustratingly upsetting to the point where I just can't help but break down and cry that my pathetic life holds nothing of value to anyone for any reason and that I'm going to die a pathetic loser, unloved and forced to suffer in the knowledge that I'm a gargoyle with no hope of ever having these facts change in any meaningful way.